Sore all over again, day 9!

Well she is definitely working on a whole new set of muscles in level 2 and my thighs, rear, shoulders, neck and back muscles are truly aching today. I panted and puffed and huffed through the whole exercise. I love it when cool down comes, my favorite part of the video. Now for those of you reading these who enjoy exercising you are truly blessed of God. I hate exercising however I know that it is needed and therefore I must continue. Even so it does not energize me in the least. Over the last 2 weeks my energy level is waining and I seem to be tired quite a bit these days. On top of all that, I'm still not sleeping well. I mean seriously, why is it that I'm expending all this energy, pushing myself everyday to keep going and not just sit and numbly watch something on TV? Why is it that I'm doing 20 min of exercise and 3 hours worth of housework, untold how many hours of school and I still lie in bed staring at the ceiling thinking, "I sure wish these drugs would work so that I could sleep!" Would somebody please tell my body that I need rest and at least 7 to 8 hours of sleep every night. This insomnia is going to kill me or the exercise will. At my funeral, put me in a bikini and explain that is why she was trying to kill herself because she looked like that! LOL! Okay a little melodramatic I might be, but earnestly I am trying and I will survive.

To those of you sending post and encouraging me, keep it up. I need those little reminders to know all of us wish to exceed our goals and try and get fit! You are all truly the boost I need to keep at it. Some of you are even inspired to do this with me. Trust me, if I can do it, anyone can, I promise. To my hubby, I just want you to know that in about a year of exercising like this, I need a trip to Hawaii as a worthy goal to pursue??? What do you think?